bothered to the point that i toss and turn in my sleep
doubts and witches and werewolves in my mind creep
and i have a confession
i haven't prayed for days
i haven't asked for guidance
i haven't talked to God
why is it that when i feel weak i find it hardest to talk to you?
am i ashamed? afraid of what you might tell me?
because i know i am not quite at that place where i need to make that decision?
my energy, my inner and outer, my chi
feels like it's had enough already
can anyone help me?
i'm not feeling like the woman i know i am blessed to be..