Tuesday, May 12, 2009


i'm troubled
bothered to the point that i toss and turn in my sleep
doubts and witches and werewolves in my mind creep
and i have a confession
i haven't prayed for days
i haven't asked for guidance
i haven't talked to God
why is it that when i feel weak i find it hardest to talk to you?
am i ashamed? afraid of what you might tell me?
because i know i am not quite at that place where i need to make that decision?
my energy, my inner and outer, my chi
feels like it's had enough already
i'm troubled
can anyone help me?

thank you.

i'm not feeling like the woman i know i am blessed to be..

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