i have to laugh......cause i don't wanna cry
i gotta live.......cause i don't wanna die
i must keep going.....cause i'm searching for joy
the joy in my heart.......even if for a second
even if it's a lie.....cause i can't handle the truth.
i keep holding onto something that cannot fulfill me.
i keep wondering what my next move should be?
i keep wondering what lies ahead of me?
i keep wondering "is that all there is?"
A Pause For Ponderation. . .
4 years ago