i am blessed...aren't i?

i can't lie

i've been feeling

low, lower than

i ever cared to

go, down to

the ground

without a foot

to stand on.

i've been

worked hard

verbally scarred

and never praised

for the things

i do.

not that they

need to. i mean

i woke up

this morning

did the usual

but there was

something unusual

about doing it.

i've let my worries

get the best

of me, i didn't give

praise or even

notice the new

day and fresh dew

i might as well

be blind for not

seeing life's beauty..

not noticing the smells

not listening

to the sounds

of God's music..

those jazzy leaves

crazy country cars

those soul sistas

and those rhythm

and blues guitar winds

that kissed my cheeks

and lifted my spirit

with their passing.

they say God

don't like ugly

but doesn't he?

bajans say

"he coming fah we

cause we sinnin"

but isn't God forgiving?

doesn't he Love

everything?

and everyone.

come on

let's not forget

to big-Him-up one

to give Him praise

give Him his due..won't you?

i think i

should stop

waltzing through

life without giving

praise where i can

i'm a woman

with so much

going on i

gotta share it

with someone

why not try

on earth 'fore

my soul kisses

the sky, it's the

least i can do

i mean, i'm

blessed..

aren't i?

thank you.

oh challenges challenges, challenges, they never go away, but i've learnt how to laugh at you, how to pray and keep the faith, only grave diggers start at the top and it's time i started doing it His way, not mine, and not in my time...

today at work was hard but i made it through by God's grace..

it's hard to let go and let God be in control, but not doing that would be like fighting a losing battle so, i'm letting go..

life is so wonderful, i just don't want to waste a day!

be blessed people and listen to the music..